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Whoa... [Aug. 9th, 2005|04:09 pm]
[EMOtion | bored]
[Turn Up the Radio To |my cell phone txt noise]

i havent used this in like 4827493 days(okay, january 21st). I just felt like coming back for a while cause ive been looking at peoples lately. Soooo i came up to laurens becasue i didnt feel like going down the shore and we went to the show at big nicks on sunday and some stupid shit went down that i dont feel like talking about. Then last night we hung out with some cool kids whilst listening to a series of "gay" cds. Lauren stole gay 2 and 3. Ill have to say 3 was my favorite but we only made it up to that one there was like 20. Hahahaha, fun times. Omygoodness i went to nifty fifties last night it was soo good and made me miss ridley. As soon as i get home after warped friday and everything im going to nifty fifties and making everyone come with me, kthnx. I wanna go home =:( See everyone at warped im out...
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Pain Just Takes Its ToLL... [Mar. 8th, 2004|03:20 pm]
[EMOtion | hungry]
[Turn Up the Radio To |ATHORNFOREVERYHEART-next kin]

Alright kids time to talk...
Igonoring people dosent seem to solve anything and well right now either does talking, soooo i have no solution but i thought i would say something so ya know where i am at the moment.I also heard everyones stories so basically this is what i got out of it all ...

NeverMind, i wrote the whole thing and realized its not time yet. I cant word it right, i think i would have to say or or i wont have to at all...with this is leave you with this take into consideration everyones feelings and thoughts and actions and make them positve and think of a reason why this person might have done this...remember POSITIVLY

p.s. haha i luv my mood...can hungary be a emotion? well it is now
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Does this work... [Mar. 6th, 2004|05:26 pm]
[EMOtion | determined]



[IMG]http://pic9.picturetrail.com/VOL294/1893282/3655875/44930551.jpg[/IMG]

just seeing if it works...
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We Just Lost Control... [Mar. 5th, 2004|03:53 pm]
[EMOtion | cold]
[Turn Up the Radio To |matchbook romance- your stories my albis cd+ now TBS- twanj]

Well today is furday! thankfully...tonight i have no idea what im doing, well i do and in dont, katie and cassie hae the whole thing set up but im completly clueless so...i think something about manyyunk, sisters, nick, work, the bus, and sleeping over? somehow it all fits together...yes so todayat school was weird it was liek another friday of getting in trouble or fights haha yeh the aweomse school we have, and we had tat honor perfect attendence breakfast, i didnt plan on attending and didnt, too bad i was extremly late anyway, today made first lessons in child development um hum it wasnt that bad, we also had a fire drill AGAIN and again im only wearing a tshirt cause im cool like that, some one had the same e11 shirt on as me today but it was green but o well its not like were in any of the same classes, anymore...um...yeh did some intereratations today...is that a word? well umm i cna tspeel it and i dont think its a word to begin with but its all right...yes all right is two words. haha...im mad i have to babysit tommrow and im not getting paid casue i owe my mom losts of money um hum...sucks...ugh...i had m&m's again and ive decided to make it my daily routine it makes me happy for some reason like its so scary i dont know why i dont even really liek m&ms but who knows im on something sometimes, ill probaly hate them next week. i hope tonight goes well i really hope it does, i dont know why i would really say that but ...o well im just gonna stop casue im uhh i dont know maybe i should stop writing casue i have nothing left to say so im rambling...haha yeh

Later That Night...
Well jenna had a game and cassie went somewhere (?) im not quite sure where, so it was up to me and katie to make our own fun but we always have tons so we were alright. First katie came over and we went to wawa, its funny how everyone still hangs around at the skatium. Aw kids i know theres nothing else to do but get wasted in front of the skatium, haha right...so then we started walking down darby rd. towards burger king casue i wanted to get a crown (?) i dont know but then we never went so then we decided to go to hollywood video and becky was working there and we saw jennas dad and he bought us popcorn haha yeh...so then we walked up more of west chester pike or township line as katie called it 50000 times studge...haha and we were gonna go down some road but then we saw mcdonalds so ya know we got some fries. We saw steph and her friend will there so we talked with them a little then they left and jackelyn (?), kelly and kate came in and sat in their place so we talked to them then a bunch of other kids came in. I learned i have yet another thing to be so proud of my cousins for, wow i feel so bad next to them hahahahahahahahahahaha how did i get in this family, haha this is the 3 time i updated this one entry and ts really saturday in which im writing this part but its ok...so thenw aht did we do? o we walked home haha then sat outside my house and called jenna and she was on speaker so everyone walking by could hear her haha its alright though...ok and thats kida it, but lot of stupid things happend in between like a tub and the street i nver walk down haha (O YEAH! haha) yeh so all in all good night but today is really crappy and i have to babysit from when i woke up this morning till basically the time i fall back asleep and so many things are going on tonight that i wanted to go to *sigh* it will never happen will it...
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Where is your boy tonight... [Mar. 4th, 2004|04:21 pm]
[EMOtion | anxious]
[Turn Up the Radio To |FoB- grand theft autumn]

i luv my stories for every answer




***spell your first name backwards: acissej
***the story behind your lj user name: well hello scarling is liek hello kitty holding a heart and its kinda the sign for the band scarling and i added the one because someone else had helloscarling and....i yelled at them...
***are you a gay?: i dont think so
***where do you live?: havertown, PA
***describe yourself in four words: so freakin unbelievably awesome


++++describe your...
***wallet: i dont own one but if i did i dont want to talk about it...haha kidsss
***hairbrush: well someone left one at my house so i used it for blow drying my bangs haha sucka
***jewelry worn daily: 2 bracelets i havent tooken off since july 4th weekend and thats it
***pillow cover: oo! its orange and it has the mest face on it
***blanket: its fleece
***coffee cup: i dont really drink coffee but i have one that says to my best friend and it has a kockroach inside and i gave it to lauren this weekend
***sunglasses: ooo good story with this too! me and my cousin alex bought funny sunglasses at the dollar store and walked around whistling at people till we had to leave, it was like 5 degrees out and raining
***underwear: blue
***boots: tims! beetoch! haha
***handbag: says boysnightout ill make you famous... dont ask me about the line, manda says im too deep
***favorite shirt: signed sf, warped tour shirt with tb, early november, zip up black hoodie
***cologne/perfume: no preference really
***cd in stereo right now: i think its alk 3
***tattoos: nope
***piercings: ears
***what you are wearing now: black zip up hoodie, red vans signed by buddy from sf haha still havent untied them since saturday, black shirt, ae jeans casue there the coolest and belt
***hair: side bangs, down straight
***makeup:eyeliner that probaly came off in the course of the day
***in my mouth: my tongue
***in my head: thinking of what to write next
***wishing:  i was on man...um...i get to go to surf and skate somehow
***after this: after this what? ooo i think im gonna go watch switched casue its the coolest
***talking to: my away message
***eating: nothing but i had m&ms today and i had alottttt fun with them, i bumped into my fav person casue i had them, i was happy casue i had them, they made lunhc more fun, i had fun throwing them at people, you know all the things usallly associated with them
***fetishes: i dont kno, let me get back to ya
***if you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason?: this info is disclosed
***what's next to you: which side? ok a couch and wall
***some of your favourite movies: slc, ferris bueller, 80's movies
***something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month: um...march sucks but the cg starts soon
***something that you are deathly afraid of: losing anything, 9-5 job
***do you like candles?: yeh
***do you like hot wax?: thats a fun game!
***do you like incense?: only light it when marge comes over...haha
***do you like the taste of blood?: this is gettin a little weird, buts thats "all" "right" becaue iv had alot worse, something with smeeling tampons (?)
***do you believe in love?: yeh?
***do you believe in soul mates?: yeh
***do you believe in love at first sight?: o yes
***do you believe in forgiveness?: need it
***who is your worst enemy?: disclosed again haha
***if you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?: maybe a horsey or zebra or tiger or jsut a dog haha
***what are five cities you wouldn't mind relocating to?: los angelas, new york, sydney, tokyo, chicago
***what are some of your favourite pig out foods?: choclate! icing! haha, pasta,
***what's something you wish you could understand better?: myself
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Take this broken heart and make it right... [Mar. 3rd, 2004|05:40 pm]
[EMOtion | bored]
[Turn Up the Radio To |jaminsonparker- dead to the world]

Your Dark Secret by tinyman
Your LiveJournal name
Your dark secretYou suck cock for cocaine
How many times you have done this10
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!




sry guys i coulndt keep it away for i have a live journal and its sooo totally right by giving the same person the same thing everytime! wooo hoo! im officially the vice president/treaser (i still dont know what the hell that thing is) of the phc with jenna as the founder/president haha and katheleen i think is the first mem. woo hoo were soo cool! but its fits in with our lives at the moment...yeh soo im excited casue im listening to jaminson parker and i was soo excited i had to put up my away message..which is jaminsonparkers excert from the wonderful book Revolution on Canvas..um hum...reiffers says we dont ever use ... (eclipses) at our age but hEy i write them every 5 seconds oo well i guess im jsut ahead of my time =:P sucks for ya! ooo report cards..eh... i was so excited about getting honor roll but noooo reiffers gives me a c and fter my project was EXCELLANT Duh! hahaha yeh so...whatever im outy dawgs...oi!i saw this video on badtv o crap! i missed switched!!!! ahhh! whats was i thinking! ok back to the story...and the song was called "rubberband man" fellas, are we seriousily getting this desperate? ooo jesum, i give rap another ....5.8 months? eh..nm im feeling it will never die killing the rest of us though...its jsut really sad that they actually give these people record deals? like ok some of is catchy, my 4 yr old sister knows get low ok scary, you know thats when it gets bad, haha yeh so...guitar lessons today, brang my bno bag today i was excited, um... what else? monday...hmm sucked? like everyother day? o well dee got in this fight with this freshman lOOSer! haha it was the funniest thing, OMy goodness i almost forgot i saw the pictures! ahhh the mh pics? yeh ok ...i cant lok at her and she s in my lunch and i was sitting eating tuesday and she stands like RIGHT next to me and i put my sandwich down and tryed not to puck...UGH! omg and i hate when people feel bad for her, ok well its kinda sad casue its on kazaa and in england but hey, and i hate when people say its all that guys fault becasue uh duh didnt he not like her? but if he made up those pictures he should freaking burn in hell, and people actually like that kid? personally i think hes really annoying and not hot at all? whats wrong with people? i dont know half the people who are liek so freakin hot and wtf are ugly little shizs...but then i guess the girls are liek that too? hmmm dont care im not friends with them, haha its fu7nny though when their nice to you though haha so evil but hey isnt that why im the vice? uh duh...Lately im really open with my feelings haha...ok well its gettin a little hot up in herre...so lets tone down a bit, my friend today said your so last summer gave him a headache haha (tbs) o well cant please everyone, ok so with this last closing statement id apolize for not telling mh to wear a shirt (haha get it tbs?...ok kinda gay but i had to write something...)
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Quench My Love For Violent Things... [Feb. 29th, 2004|02:05 pm]
[EMOtion | sad]
[Turn Up the Radio To |Bite To Break Skin- Senses Fail]

Ok, lets start from the begining...
So WE get into northstar after gettin lost on the way and we were up aginst the stage(which by the way is an awesome stage) and waiting blah blah blah so then folly comes on and they were really good. Got some sweat on mes and whatnot but all fun. So then the beautiful mistake which was good, but not as energetic as the others. Then moneen, they were excelant too. All opening bands were good. So then sf comes on, woooo what a night. It was just so much fun and they played the new songs i like and old songs i like. Buddy was liek right over me and daves knee was in my face the whole time along with the rest of him, but hey i aint complaning! So we saw we heard we had fun. I just cant explain it. Hopefully someone wont be mean and let me get the pictures...casue they are gonna be so great. So after it was over we stayed at like the stage i dont know why. I got a pic from davewoo he handed it to me... hehe =:) and said hey so sean and hes liek um do i know you? haha so then we got autographs and shirts. I got my shirt signed by all of tehm and took pictures of everyone with them casue i was the photographer all night. So came home with water bottles, revolution on canvas, pic, pictures, signed shoes, tickets, and shirts, flyers, sweat, and just a wonderful night. I WANNA GO BACK!!!! IM GONNA GO CRY NOW! but i cant wait when we get to do it all over again april 25th and aug 6th! woooooo! cant wait...
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Dont Flatter Yourself SweetHeart... [Feb. 28th, 2004|11:01 am]
[EMOtion | excited]
[Turn Up the Radio To |nothing but wish i was fall out boy..hehe ok ill go do that]

Well last night was matchbook romance, mest, fall out boy, and dynamite boy. All wonderfull if i may add but mest did sound kinda bad. Got in a few fights, screamed a few obsenities did a lot of dancing. I basically jsut lost it. But i usually do that at concerts but i really did it last night haha. There was a few fun moments. Jenna and cassie kept saying this kid was really hot right next to me so i turned around and started dancing next to him...haha casue im a bitch. Hit this girl in the head a few times and she would turn around and id be like o sry! HAHA! <--i did the haha part casue she said it to lauren when she got her "little" sister pushed in front of us and her "little" sister kicked lauren but that was after laurne stuck her elbow in her back for about a half hour <never on purpose though =:) hehe we so fun...I LOVE US! haha jenna...o me and jenna had a good time at the end (and if i may say she is the best and making up words to songs) Well first everyone runs across the street to wawa and im lkike hum... i wonder if we could get back there somehow...so she like lets go! So we walk through the parking lot and then into this alley and were there...haha they were loading up all the vans it was fun haha and they were all out there. We saw the two guys from amtchbook again and they swaid "hello ladies" and were like holler at ya...haha so then were like we really need to go find them but lets take a trip to wawa first so then as were cming in we see them again (tehy probaly thouhgt we were stalking them casue it was liek the 500 time we said hi and saw them. So im like jenna go get in line behind them and ill go get a drink. So shes like flipping out haha im not really sure why...they are just poeple with talent hahaha so then we started talking to them again haha lauren gonna kill me! hahahahahhahahaha but i have to tell her...o and we got our tickets signed..i hate asking people for there autographs i think its kinda stupid i dont really want a name of someone written on a piece o paper i wouldrather just say hi great show hahaha but i did both so ya know its all gravy...hahah jen look what you got me saying. Alright so that was friday and today is saturday...SENSESFAIL! and i wat to go see pretty girls make graves march....26th! woo its a friday! hahaand sugarcult and motion city oo damn its thursday! o wait we'll have off! its spring break weekend i think! but easter is the next day haha well first i need money so we'll work on that
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Holding On In A New Direction... [Feb. 26th, 2004|09:17 pm]
[EMOtion | anxious]
[Turn Up the Radio To |waiting to listen to my new cd...]

its tommorow...yes iv been waiting since oct 24 and its tommorow haha everyone askes me why that date..o its my lil secret...well along with about a other thousand people...and senses fail is saturday woo hoo i get to see my lil big laur and the girl who i will eventually beat on the quizzes haha yeh yeh...i finally found out what dot dot dot is called an elipse oo im so smart now or really just excellant, yeh your gonna here it from me alot now haha thanks mr reiffers! So today i guess was funny in some parts, amanda joined us on our journey home today and we talked about steward cause hes o so funny. LOOK WHAT I CAN DO! amanda got mad cause i made fun of the oc and the lilix commercail...guys we have to stop i lost my contact! why dont you just stop all together! haha havent written since like...feb 24? i dun member when that was and am too lazy to find out =:) k thanks..."can ya do that for me...thanks" haha whatever...i always write too many eclipse <--haha second times used and you witnessed it herre ladies and gentlemens...riiight what else happened today? o had to read my book for cd bombed that...haha i hate that class i really do i dont know why i took it, o! thats right so i could get switched into kateis 3rd block, i got switched into 3rd block cd but its not kateis nooooooooooooooo see the school hates me...ugh...and on a brighter note, did i mention the concert is tommrow? yeh not sure on what im wearing but ya know ill figure it out, i really dont care anyway its not like people stare at your clothes and ya feel like a dirtball by the end of it haha but a fullfilled dirtball at that! haha yeh yeh, um mest? thats gonna be weird seeing...it feels like a friday and im going tommrow...but i am going tommorw ...but...uh...eh... ill just stop talking it makes me sound even stupider...well an update on the conciertos shall be posted tommrow have a fun weekend kids!
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Close Your Eyes Ill Make You Famous... [Feb. 24th, 2004|05:50 pm]
[EMOtion | bored]
[Turn Up the Radio To |the only honest love song-boysnightout]

4Days! woo hoo
so lately life has been eh...im really tired lately and i cant stand snow but of course its snowing hopefully it isnt when im standing out on a street n philly for 2 hours friday. Tommrow or the next day were doing motivation and story reading in cd..ugh...i hate that class sometimes and i hate my lunch thanks to it. But im sure iv writtten that many a times before, Watched dtr today and switched is on in 6 minutes woo! luv that show and yesterday was fun. That kid was so cute and nice, makes ya want a boyfriend haha i was also disappointed yesterday in some things but every will w0ork out for the best i guess...but im not the only one with problems...haha makes me laugh. Everyone always says something to me when i say shall i dont say it purposily i just ki8nda say it casue its soudns funny. My teacher circled it on my essay and said would the character say that? i dont give a crap, he sys it now...so i shall leave you with this, take it to heart <3


i can't believe how smart you think you are. do you even know i'm right behind you and that i saw you stumble home? yeah i was there when you took that breath...unaware that it would be your last one. i'm sure that you would have said goodbye and i know that everyone will miss you. no, i'm not sorry for what i've done. close your eyes i'm gonna make you famous. and i never got to know you and i never knew your name. yeah, life's not fair...but you know it has a strange way of working out. my god, it's beautiful the way the crimson syrup drains away. the art in the knife as it lathers red milk. you are my canvas.
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Hold me up dear, should i go home or stay here? [Feb. 20th, 2004|10:22 pm]
[EMOtion | tired]
[Turn Up the Radio To |Mogwai]

Well tonight was fun, Got picked up (thing we mostly did all night) then went to kates game and wow ohara has the nicest gym (achoo) then got picked up and went to wendys! WOO two nights in a row.. right so then we drove arounda while then went back to the game and watched kates halftyime thinger then got picked up again and drove for some while then got dropped off at the high school then hung out with some instresting kids...then got picked up, thtas bascailly my night in liek a ....small summary? yeh thats it...so tommorow im not really sure what im doing but i know it involves jenna and katie so we shall see ...
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Lullaby of Sirens... [Feb. 17th, 2004|05:42 pm]
[EMOtion | bored]
[Turn Up the Radio To |AnaDivine]

Well this weekend haha...this is what happened with the dance, we got theraand it was jsut ellen and her boy...eh..so were al;ready kinda late so its nt looking like many people are coming so they had a few pieces of pizza and we waited for cassie then left. HaHa it was so bad but we had fun for the rest of the night, (oo i love this song! haha random sorry, her boyfriend he dont know anything about her...) and a bad thing happened that katie HAD to bring up and now two little children wont leave me alone about it and like to scream it in very public areas...hahaha i dont care, i really dont care about anythig kinda embarrassing lately haha iv been hanging out with those other children too long but its way to fun to not haha. Were so destructive EVERYWHERE we go...like the bowling alley, i dont think its a good sign if they tell you never to come back and thats its our fault our friend got punched in the face...o well were coming back next sunday when we have off on monday see ya fattie...haha *sigh* then we went to jennas and slept over after walkingh home and being very loud, well they walked me and katie drove home in our car blasting "jude law and a semester abroad" then we ate, and played some ping pong haha and went to sleep. In the morning we went to mcdonalds and baskin robbins and i very much enjoyed my fries (ahh) So we went to katies and then jena got home from basketball so we went to rubys and ate somemore, i feel like all my entries are of us eating..hm...o well its bascially all we do hahahahahaha...
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Chasing Fireflies... [Feb. 14th, 2004|04:42 pm]
[EMOtion | lonely]
[Turn Up the Radio To |TokYo Rose]

Well today is Valentines Day...eh...kinda sucky. But i dont think it will be so bad, its basically another day to me. Tonight is the dance im gonna bust out the moves. haha right... me and katie are going as a couple together, haha cute i know. Last night...we went to Jennas game. she so cute in her lil picture! aw haha and katie i just read your lil converstaton with your bf u two are so cute haha.. Today is filled with cuteness. So then after the game we went to bertuchis or however you spell it. We got this pasta stuff (me and jenna) which we dint even eat just kinda threw it at each other. Ruined the olive oil, walked into the guys bathroom, (by accident), made the waitresses grossed out, made me a delicious concoction, ew it was so grosss (thanks to aktie and the salt but hey i ate it andi cant take it, casue i had my drink right next to me) haha...so then we left na ran around the building causing hysteria sneaking into building through the back dorrs, ringing the doorbells, throwing crates into TLA, and hiding from katie. So then we left and went to ...barnes and nobles and checked out all the ...hm... "pleasurable instruction manuels" i guess you could say hahahahaha i learned alot (especially from all the photos) hahaha gross kids, O! and there was a escalator there, i took it one step at a time, (thank god there was no down one) hahaha (see previous entries) so then we loked at mags and the new ap casue its amazing and sf, theSTART, and bno were in it. YuP YuP YuP, gots to get that and should have got it last night but i decided not to... so then we went to aplus and got gum and a ring "pap" hahah i got a ring pap today (jenna jenna jenna) and then we went to ecekerd and it was closed so we decided to dance on the corner of lancaster ave and got some beeps (woo hoo for us were the hoes on the corner) and then we got picked up hahahaha were all so destructive hahahahaha ok well i shall write more tommrowo about the dance and hopefully toXic will come on! he he he i luv that song its so intoxicating hahaha
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2 12 04 [Feb. 12th, 2004|04:21 pm]
[EMOtion | touched]
[Turn Up the Radio To |none, suprisingly]

well today is a minor tsl day but i dont feel like listening them much today casue im not int that mood but ill listen to leaving just for today =:) how cute...well today went to school even though dont member much from it haha it was a long time ago leave me alone...so after went over to kateis and e and jenna ordered dominos and katie and cassie got ardmore pizaa haha, thats all we do...so then we like sat there for an hour and laughed some then went outside on the proch and talked to wilbur, rick james, and loraine or francesca (something liek that) their cool people...haha so then i decided to walk home and it took 35 minutes haha but i burned of all that pizza from laughing and walking. and then i came on the computer, yup thats bout it but felt a little longer haha buh byes
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(no subject) [Feb. 11th, 2004|03:09 pm]
[EMOtion | hungry]
[Turn Up the Radio To |D.J. Rossstar]

woo 150 questions that was fun haha. Wow havent written in a while probaly casue it hasnt been o so wonderful. This weekend went to the pocono's with jkess, ana and katie FINN! sure some of you have seen her pictures haha, we went tubing and that was fun, we made it to the top! what NOW! haha we made a strategy in the snow so we won...Monday-hmmm dun member that far...tuesday- started my sisters pajama pants and im basially finished. Today was singing valentines day, and guess who sent me one...yes jenna and katie and guess what they signed it haha kids...it was preeettyyy embarrassing but it was fun at the same time. My teacher made me stand in the front of the room eh... so tommrow is a half day and m more than excited casue we wont have lunch! O and the little kids came in to child dev. for regristration jack is so cute! im glad hes in our class but all of them are equally cute. makes me like my sister more haha. My mom thinks i learn to much in that class cause i keep telling her all these useless facts about 3 and 4 yr olds and telling no you shouldnt do this and shoulndt do that haha i definetly always win the fight casue...im the best what can i say? o and i hate stromboli and were having it for dinner and its gross but im eating pizza and i want sme ....im not sure yet but ill figure it out. Alright my sister just started screaming and running throughout the house wonderful alright...hahaparetns going away for the weekend, going to the vday dance and as jon says * will meet someone who will sweep me off my feet** may i remind you all its the HAVERFORD HIGH SCHOOL Valentines Dance where i already basically know evryone but im sure theres someone ...(hehe) alright well we also have off on monday so cill day is ..omg! tomoorw is 2 12 04! woo hoo i forgot tsl day! haha sry for complety interupting myself but i also do it so... get use to it but im sure you usually are...o and i started something relse from jenna kate and cass, i always like talk with my hands i dunno its liek something they always do hahah but its fine dosnet really phase me hahaha phase dont know where that came from. i was talking to marge on the phone last nightand she made the greastest comment, it was something like "i dont really like dmx but its straight" and i busted out laughing it was so funnny, i jsut love when people say that stuff seriousily haha shes liek why are you laughing but she knew!!!she knew...haha im making her a ghetto mix haha dont you know that your toxic! im outy dawgs

dont mind the weird table thing i dont really understand i, but i think it says im not very social...hmm...hahaha

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You'll Die Trying... [Feb. 3rd, 2004|08:30 pm]
[EMOtion | bored]
[Turn Up the Radio To |Straylight Run]

Well today...hmm... was the same so that describes yesterday too. Did do much today but today i ate lunch like in the hallway and it was fun (not by myself though haha) with katie jenna, kate, jill, and dee. right...so thats quite about it...other instresting things happened today but i dun think ill put them on here... he he he
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Enfold Me Baby [Feb. 2nd, 2004|04:18 pm]
i have too much fun with these haha...enjoi


FRIENDS THAT LOOK LIKE YOU: people always think me and lauren are related casue we look alike...righto
YOU GO FOR ADVICE TO: steph, jen
YOU TELL YOUR DREAMS TO: steph jen amber
YOU TELL YOUR SECRETS TO:everyone in the world haha
FUNNIEST: all in there own little ways
CRAZIEST: all of them
SMARTEST: um... haha nah im not quite sure
DITZYEST: ...
MOST PREPPY: i dunno
SEXIEST: them all hey hey

OPPOSITE SEX*
BOXERS OR BRIEFS: boxers
PAINTED NAILS OR NOT PAINTED: not painted
SHIRT OR NO SHIRT: depends...haha sexai
SORTA DRESSY OR CASUAL: casual
DARK OR BLONDE: dark
DARK OR LIGHT EYES: dosent madder
LONG OR SHORT HAIR: in between
HAT OR NO HAT: donsent madder
GOOD BOY OR BAD BOY: dosent madder
JEWELRY OR NO: not really
TALL OR SHORT: taller than me
KHAKIS OR JEANS: jeans
TAN OR FAIR: dosent madder
FRECKLES OR NO: no but dosent really madder
SPORTS GUY OR COMPUTER GUY: neither but more sports than computer
ALL AMERICAN OR GRUNGE: ? neither
ACCENT OR AMERICAN: american

THIS OR THAT *
MCDONALDS OR BURGER KING: mcdonalds
MARRY PERFECT LOVER OR PERFECT FRIEND: perfect friend
ROOT BEER OR DR. PEPPER: dr. pepper
SAPPY/ACTION/COMEDY/HORROR: comedy and horror
TEA OR COFFEE: tea
CATS OR DOGS: dogs
MUD OR JELLO WRESTLING: umm can lick off the jello hahah nah
WITH OR WITHOUT ICE CUBES: with
MILK/DARK/WHITE CHOCOLATE: milk
WINTER/SUMMER/FALL/SPRING: summer
SKIING OR BOARDING: boarding
BIKING OR BLADING: biking
CAKE OR COOKIES: cookies
CEREAL OR TOAST: toast
ROCK/SKA/PUNK/RAP/R&B/ALT/TECHNO/POP/COUNTRY: rock ska punk and EMO
NIGHT OR DAY: night
GLOVES OR MITTENS: gloves
DRESSED OR UNDRESSED: depends. he he he nah im not quite sure on this question
BUNK OR WATERBED: waterbed
CHEWING GUM OR HARD CANDY: gum
MOTOR/SAIL BOATS: motor
LIGHTS ON OR OFF: off
TRUTH OR DARE: dare
MTV, VH1, BET, CTN: ...
OCEAN OR POOL: ocean
CAKE OR PIE: cake
LOVE OR LUST: both
SILVER OR GOLD: silver
DIAMONDS OR PEARLS: diamonds
SHAKEN OR STIRRED: shaken
TACO OR BURRITO: CHALUPA!
ARMAGEDDON OR INDEPENDANCE DAY: um...neither
SUNSET OR SUNRISE: sunset
CRUSHED OR CUBED: crushed
SHOWERS OR BATHS: showers

YOUR FAVORITES *
COLOR: red
NUMBER: zero two haha
SUBJECT: history
SHOE BRAND: vans
SPORT TO PLAY: ...
DRINK: cherry 7up yes im the only one who drinks it
SOUND: guitar
BANDS: way to many but herres a few, matchbook romance, starting line , tsunami bomb, and senses fail
SLOGAN: hmm i guess, ___is actually a spanish word
MOVIE: slc punk, the new guy

RIGHT NOW *
WHAT ARE YOU WEARING: tbomb shirt, volvom belt, jeans, hoodie and my purty vans
WHAT TIME IS IT: 4:29
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE: cold
WHAT ARE YOU WATCHING: this mahshizzle
WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO: matchbok romance
WHO ARE YOU TALKING TO: not talking
WHAT'S YOUR HAIR LIKE: up and everywhere with my new long bangs

RANDOM QUESTIONS *
DO YOU LIKE SCHOOL: no, used to though =:(
DO YOU LIKE TO TALK ON THE PHONE: no
DO YOU HAVE YOUR OWN LINE: no
CAN WE HAVE YOUR NUMBER: nope
DO YOU LIKE TO DANCE: im bustin those moves
ARE YOU SCARED TO ASK SOMEONE OUT MOST OF THE TIME: hm...
HAVE YOU EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: no
HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT YOU WERE GONNA DIE: new years i almost did by this much [ ]
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN HIGH: high on life baby
DO YOU SLEEP WITH STUFFED ANIMALS: no
HAVE YOU EVER BROKEN/FRACTURED A BONE: no
DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS: ears
DO YOU WEAR BRACES: no
DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF A GOOD LISTENER: uum no, haha
CAN YOU SWIM: yes
DO YOU THINK CHEERLEADING IS A SPORT: surely, and just as cliche as it seems
HAVE YOU EVER STOLEN ANYTHING: never!
WHAT'S ON YOUR CEILING: your face
WHAT COLOR IS YOUR TOOTHBRUSH: its a race car..hahaha casue i thoguht it was cool
WHAT'S YOUR WORST INJURY EVER: burst appendix
WHAT'S THE HARDEST THING ABOUT GROWING UP: when ur confused your really confused
DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: yes...haha
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE: yes
WHAT DO YOU WEAR TO BED: pajamas
WHAT'S THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD: being delusional at 3 in the morning and staying awake for 2 stragiht days
WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL: sense of humor, hyper ok not really just got to keep up with me haha, serious at the right times, hot, cute, beautiful, hahaha cant be all 3 though..haha katie, um...like the same music, cool with my friends,
HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE: i dunno
HAVE YOU EVER HAD A REOCCURING DREAM: yes fashion shows hahah
DID YOU LIKE THIS SURVEY: i had fun
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Openly... [Feb. 1st, 2004|04:14 pm]
[Turn Up the Radio To |Jenoah-Openly and buried a lie- senses fail and mbr ro]

right..so i felt liek doing all this...

[[basic surveying questions]]
.. name: Jess
.. birthday:aug 29th
.. color of eyes:
.. color of hair: hm...
.. color of heart: huh?
.. height:5'7
.. do you like yourself?: i guess


[[if you HAD to choose, you'd say...]]
\\ punk rock or hardcore metal: punk rock
\\ long crispy hair or soft short hair: what is crispy hair? soft short
\\ cool moronic or smart loser: cool loser and its quite possible
\\ a puppy or a kitten: puppy
\\ a broom or vaccumm:vaccum
\\ hot chocolate or cold soda: hot choclolate
\\ stripper or naturist: stipper haha what?
\\ rap or r&b: [there is a difference]: r&b
\\ famous and hated or poor and loved: poor and loved
\\ cold dark night or warm sunny morning: cold dark night
\\ grey or gray: grey
\\ chicken or the egg: egg
\\ real or fake: real
\\ 20 dollars or 50 dollars?: duh 50


[[what comes to mind when you hear...]]
// chicken: mcdonalds
// bible: church
// camera: digital
// computer: aol
// survey:
// xanga: live journal
// livejournal: shaggy hair
// heartburn: pecid ac..is that the right name or even used for that?
// ball: hm...
// flat: haha this could be a fun answer
// spanish: F


[[random questions...]]
++ do you scratch yourself in public: no
++ do you like being pregnant: never have
++ if you had 5 kids, what would be their names: jordan, joel,
++ what if i spelled "come" like "cum" your reaction...: ur perverted haha but aint we all
++ could this survey be any dumber?belive me YES
++ what if you were raped at age 6: i woulndt be a virgin at 7
++ what if you had a pop tart:i woulndt eat it



[[what do you think about...]]
!! the backside boys: sounds like people making fun of the backstreet boys
!! the spice girls: their the coolest
!! the macarena: stupidest dance besied the cha cha slide
!! lambchop singalongs: this is the songs that never ends...
!! the name May: reminds me of Mae
!! junk food: bad but good
!! teenage obeseity[sp?]: sucks for the people who have it
!! flat soda: its gross
!! trauma and bad memories: dey bad
!! bad girlfriends: never had one haha
!! aliens invading earth: coolness


[[come on...almost done now...]]
-- do you want this to end?yes
-- will you comment my blog for leaving this journal?no
-- will you marry me?yes
-- will i stop now: maybe

(all of these are at the moment)
[TEN FAVORITE SONGS]
01. bohemian rhapsody-queen
02. lasting impresssions- TsL
03. buried a lie- senses fail
04. baby blue- E11
05. the future freaks me out- mcs
06. whats new for fall-desparacedios
07. chicago- FoB
08. holler- spice girls
09. matchbook romance- praying for keeps
10. seventy times 7- brand new


[NINE FAVORITE ALBUMS]
01. nfg- sticks and stones
02. tsl- say it like you mean it
03. tsunami bomb-invasion from within
04. boysnightout- 1st cd
05. mest- wasting time and destination unknown
06. brand new- deja entendu, and ur favorite weapon
07. hipv- self titled
08. all joj albums and scarling albums
09. my mix cds haha


[EIGHT FAVE ARTISTS/GROUPS]
01. tsunami bomb
02. the starting line
03. brand new
04. senses fail
05. e11
06. boysnightout
07. jack off jill
08. scarling


[SEVEN PIECES OF MUSIC MEMORABILIA YOU OWN]
01. signed shirt by tsunami bomb and its the best
02. tsunami bomb tank top and sweatshirt
03. hipv tshirt
04. e11 tshirt
05. hrc tshirt
06. dc and hrc pins
07. other patches and shirts and pins


[SIX ARTISTS/GROUPS YOU'D LIKE TO SEE LIVE]
01. tsunami bomb (already have)
02. senses fail (feb 28)
03. mest (already have and feb 27)
04. scarling
05. boysnightout
06. avenged sevenfold (warped tour! 03 and 04! woo!)


[FIVE GROUPS/ARTISTS YOU'VE SEEN LIVE]
(these are jsut a few and my fav ones)
01. tsunami bomb
02. mest
03. brand new (warped better than halloween show)
04. the ataris
05.


[THREE ARTISTS/GROUPS YOU'D TRAVEL INTERSTATE FOR]
01. tsunami bomb
02. scarling
03. senses fail

[TWO GROUPS/ARTISTS YOU'VE MET]
01. tsunami bomb
02. mest twice woo hoo haha and much much more


[ONE ARTIST/GROUP YOU'D LOVE TO SPEND ONE ON ONE TIME WITH]
01. tsunami bomb
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You'll Always Be My Favorite One... [Jan. 31st, 2004|02:45 pm]
[EMOtion | bored]
[Turn Up the Radio To |Mary Without Sound- Motion City Soundtrack]

Alright where should i start...i guess ill start with friday ...i woke up and went to school and that was about it. Haha i guess cschools gettin better. I think i just realized i wont be able to switch classes so might as well learn to live with it. Alright what was the other exciting thing..O! not really eexciting but the fire alarm went off and i had a tshirt on and we had to go outside for liek 15 minutes i was about to become a jessicle woooo... alright so then i came home and ...went on the computer watched switched haha luv that show and all new episodes are on monday hopefu;lly it will be the fall out boy episode! wooo! haha excited i am. So then i decided to get my hair cut. I got like as i like to call them "side bangs" haha then went over to katies and saw her beautiful new hurrcut, casue shes so beuatiful hahaha. So me kate, cassie, and jenna slept over and got...hyper or delusional whatever you wan to call it. Me and jenna ate all the cookie dough and ...pepperonis even though i didnt eat any and...we called people cause thats what were good at. Kate's police ring scared the crap out of me... so then we all woke up and jenna and cassie went home and to basketball. So me,kate and katie had breakfast and i made fun of everyone on tv casue they were scared of big ships and liked to say boom bazooka joe. haha wonderful so then we were playing with the dog and that was pretty fun. then i got sick probaly from all that crap i ate the night before or morning 4 hrs ago. So i went up to kateis room and fell asleep to the starting line...ahhh *sigh* alright well yeh and im still sitting in my pajamas casue thats what i do...
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My Only Problem Is... [Jan. 27th, 2004|03:01 pm]
[EMOtion | aggravated]
[Turn Up the Radio To |SoCo- she paints me blue]

Well school is back to how its been for the past 4 yrs..me stuck in classes with hte lamest people...no offense lame people. psh...well im still trying to sdwitch my classes if its the last thing i do. I also thought of something today i dont think i trust miss katie in that class for disclosed reasons. haha i would just say something about her and z...o and then lunch! ugh that was horrible! but dee's there (haha look lasting impressions is on again) so its alright i guess. I hate all my classes and wtf was i thinking when i took sewing? i dont know *sigh* well i guess ill have to live with it mayeb next yr shall be good...alright enough of my complaining lets think of happy things..im sleeeping over katies house friday and were sneaking out and casuing "hysteria" yes hysteria (that one was from my smart mind) and then...hmm not much else...O1 and i might go up to ambers soon! haha and see dave! haha im gonna drive him insane me and jen will casue she has to come too! haha and guess what eeryone was wanring level is 17% woo hoo...so hopefully chats will work now hahah. I cant tell you how many people imed me asking me about it last night...haha it was fun though. I had alot of ...insrtresting conversations last night due to that wonderful truck katie sent me haha alrigt well im out of herre good bye
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I Wanna Know Id This As Good As It Gets... [Jan. 26th, 2004|09:43 pm]
[EMOtion | loved]
[Turn Up the Radio To |TsL- Lasting Impression]

alright my internet is not letting me add to a previous entry so im making a new one...alright well tonight was instresting with my 50 fun aim games haha screaming random obcesnities at each other until someone cant think of another i lost after...2 hahaha and then we played the warning game haha katie has only 13 hm... what a weird thing for that to happen...haha NOT! jon has 48 now some how casue he had 50 and i have 60! wooo hooo i win! yeh and i get the prize of not being alolowed to get or send chats and only send out a certain amount of ims in a certain amount of time! wee hee haha and lauren thinks were weird! yes my night is fufilled...this was a nice day off haha. HOPEFULLY iwill get my note and will be sitting in katies world cultures class tommrow 4th block! haha hoep fully hopefully hopefully pray for me please! haha thanks...haha bye!

everytime im doing live journal i happen to be listening to this song hahahahahaha...i wonder why...haha <3
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Your Picture Is Clearly In Sight... [Jan. 26th, 2004|12:43 pm]
[EMOtion | dorky]
[Turn Up the Radio To |TSL- Lasting Impressions]

Thank You! we dont have school today! i was dreading it to the extreme...we start new classes, ugh. Well im gonna maybe learn something but i really need to go the guidance comnselor. Im not taking child development its the stupidest class. Im not abbysitting for free or a grade haha. Im babysitting right now! jesus i have my own little sister, which is complaining right now, for me to get off the computer haha ill be there in a second! haha alright im listening to this fall out boy christmas song and christmas is over but i still luv it. haha i cant wait until feb 27th and 28th 2 concerts! woo hoo! haha alright well i really got to go by sister is flippin out haha. alright she jsut went up with my brother that should score me ...2 minutes. Alright well saturday went to katies with jenna and hung out then went to dinner at my grand moms last night. Im chillen today...like i do everyday haha call me if you would like to come over and visit me casue i have to watch this kid. haha bye

ok im back...she sleeping haha
well saturday i dun member what i did in the afternoon...but at night i went to katies with jenna and we hung out, danced, talked about rumors, people getting married(haha), listened to some tunes, cryed about those tunes (haha nah but we almost all shed tears haha) then they had to walk to sev becasue we always have to in -4375 weather. But i got my favorite chips so its alright. Then we went to shannons and those "kids" came over...and then i went home haha nothing more...
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He Paints Me Blue... [Jan. 24th, 2004|12:09 pm]
[EMOtion | hopeful]
[Turn Up the Radio To |Saves The Day- Handsome Boy, and im singin katie n i's song]

Well yesterday was …LONG. It felt long. We had finals and our last day of our classes for the first semester. There’s a few things and people ill miss and things I wont like Mr. smith but who would. Then we went out to breakfast and it was really cold! And took a trip to Deutschland and saw the bearded lady., HaHa and the funniest part is im not kidding. Katie has pictures! Haha…right so then we went to wawa and got more food and threw chocolate at each other in the doorway of it and made fun of some lady’s hat. Then we left and …went to ac Moore to make shirts. Mine is “you’ve made a lasting impression” hehe so lame. Katie’s is something with cancer? Hahah just jenna weismaning you. Want to make you holler…alright well get to the hollering part later…haha. So after that we spent the next like 2 hrs doing the shirts and then cassie left and me jenna and Katie went upstairs on the computer and looked at some pictures of my hot friend….haha no lie there again…and then jenna asked me if she could cut my hair and I didn’t let her so I let her color on it, so my hair was green purple red blue and all the colors that developed from them all mixing together. It was gross and of course I had to go to the game like it. So then jenna left and me and Katie were listening to the spice girls and dream street and dancing everywhere. There so funny sounding like little girls. Then we and Katie made up a song and if you would like to hear it please contact us and well perform it, if we remember the words…hahaha. Yeh so then we went to the game and went on a trip through the school and checked out the coffee house which was stinking. Then we went to jennas and watched freaky Friday. Then I went home went on the computer and … burnt myself at 12 then….went to sleep and woke p and here I am…it doesn’t sound long but it felt long. Ok that’s about all goodbye!
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This song has made a lasting impression... [Jan. 22nd, 2004|06:27 pm]
[Turn Up the Radio To |TSL- lasting impressions and watching playing favorites]

well today i got out of school at 8:55! woo hoo yes and tommrow i have school till 10:46 so i can bs all day like i did today. haha yeh...um im going to get my pictures right now they should be instresting. What else happened today? um nothing haha o! failed that latin exam! and feel like failing tommrow. Im not even gonna glance at the biology questions, i wont get them right anyway! haha yeh so then what about when i got home, i went on to ratemyteachers.com haha thats a great site and surprising and very unsuprising. Alright well im going to get mcdonalds, even though its gross i think ill just get a salad cant go wrong with it, well im sure you could and eceially at that place, ugh i dont want to think about it anymore bye! i cant get this TSL song out of my head! serves me right after listening to it 20 times in a row probaly more! and sesnes fail concert and then the mest mbr concerts are soon! woo hoo! there gonna be fun fun fun

8:48
well got my pictures, there very...lovely..haha my avenged sevenfold one is beautiful! haha and luv the ones jenna and katie and marge took...wait i dun like the ones marge took casue all 9 of them didnt come out casue the asmart kid forgot to put the flash on! haha i dun care but the pictures she did take that came out are like of her dogs ear and random people in her house ...haha w/e i keep forgetting we have school tommorow, we only have like 3 hours of it though. Well ill try to get the pics up on here if i can figure it out! haha alright buh bye, just thoguht i add a litte more..no i didnt i was just bored and had nothign better to do, and i really need sign off! haha alright il stay on for 10 more minitues, im actually really tired for some reason though i guess ill pull a katie and fall off my chair and fall asleep on the floor until someone calls me...haha i gotta tape that one day! haha and sry katie for the phone call, its not fun having a little brother and sister hahaha i was gonna kill them. ah..where di i put my pictures exactly at? haha
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So Deep In My Side... [Jan. 21st, 2004|09:13 pm]
[EMOtion | contemplative]
[Turn Up the Radio To |Tokyo Rose - Katherine, Please...]

Today: hmmm... well it was the last day of classes for the semester i was sadD, i had lessons then me and steph went to CVS and i told her about my life cause shes the best person to talk to! haha and um there was some cute kid at CVS haha gotta have at least one of those in each entry. He probaly though we were retarted casue it took me 25 minutes to pick out the same pack of gum i get everytime. BRIGHT GREEN EXTRA! haha but who cares...um right so then i sat on the couch and waited for my brother to get off and then when he finally does my mom decides were ging to disney world in a period of 5 minutes...random...im not going to that place again with them! and she said if they get the new boat just my mom and sister and i are going on a trip every year,kill me now! haha well im out buh bye please enjoy my survey thinger jiger...
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My Fearful Deceptions... [Jan. 19th, 2004|04:57 pm]
[Turn Up the Radio To |The Beautiful Mistake]

Well nothing exciting happened today unless you count like 12:01 to 7:00 in the morning today. So ill start from friday... hmmm friday, well me and katie went to jennas game and met up with cassie and others... they ordered pizza to the school, haha. Then during half time or whatever you call it we went and checked out the play and we were really loud walking in and out. It was um.. good i guess for like the 5 minutes we were in there. There was alot more people than i thoguht would be there but whatever. So then we colored and caused a little more chaos before going back to the game. They won by the way. Probaly from all their cheering...haha. So after...we went to Cassies until like whenver then home. In the morning i woke up at 8 packed and left at 9 to maryland...jesus that whole state is like in the middle of fricken no where! Ok so when we got there a few funny things happened with the dog and then went out to lunch and dinner worked out at the hammpton inn haha ( what did you do this weekend? i was chilling at the hampton inn what about you) haha whatever so then we went out to dinner and then to see chasing liberty wasnt that good though actually kinda like every other stupid movie made. They really dont make good movies anymore. (ccccccccome back) So then i went to bed at like ? 11:30? yeh exciting i know and woke up at 11:30 the next morning then went shopping (again). Then we left a hour later then my mom told me we were and we got home at 8! so thats 4 hrs in a car shmooshed in the back! with no cd player and having to listen to "princess joannes best cd ever", hilary duff, and DREAMSTREET! jesus christ...so yeh i didnt get to katies until like 8:45 and then we went to rock and bowl at...9:30 ish till 10:30 and (o god the falling storys are gonna start soon) yeh well that was lots of fun and everyone was there, dancing, bowling, making fun of those cool girls dancing besides us haha. Ok so here is goes the start of the other part of the night...So we walk home cassie and not once has jenna/katie fell or really any of us. So that dosent work casue they decide to go down a little hill thats covered with ice and their holding on to each other (bad idea) and they fall and cant get back up becasue their about to piss theirselves. So had to drag them along...then there tripping anf alling for the rest then we get to katie house... here to make a long, stomach hurting from laughing and cant breath from laughing story short "ooo! look jenna ice!" SPLIT! hahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahaha, still laughing from that! haha ok so we go inside and go online dance to spice girls and JLO! play mad libs! eat ice cream...alot, haha and send people random text messages, haha so then they decide to like attack me so i end up sleeping on the floor but some how i ended up in the bed bettween them when i woke up at 7 from the alram so jenna left and i went back to sleep and then i went home...haha and thats about it now gotta go work on my POW! should be instresting!
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SweeT ThiNg [Jan. 16th, 2004|03:40 pm]
[EMOtion | giddy]
[Turn Up the Radio To |Coheed and Cambria...oo shabutie]

well today was fun. haha, tnight should be funner too. Hey and look i survived the day, haha thought i was gonna throw up and faint a few times but im alright now, haha. So its the weekend thank god, actually im going to my cousin tommorow so..well we'll just see how that goes, haha um tonight were going to cassies and jennas game woohoo... i think i'll disapear for a moment...haha shh. AW our classes are almost over, i have all sucky classes next with no one in them and i really dont want child development, i already babysit my sister all the time, haha i hope she gets to be in that class! haha i would like make her get me an A, is it possible to et over somone in 10 minutes?....alright nothing more im oty dawgs
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Chedda Cheeze Mix [Jan. 15th, 2004|03:03 pm]
[EMOtion | content]
[Turn Up the Radio To |A MoDesT ProMiSe]

jesus christ...just wonderful...haha i just found out something. Um...im listening to mi nuevo cd...hahaha does that mean new or nine? i dun know, dun really care i hate different languages,i only need to know one! oo i luvy this song! um...um... but besides that we had a 2 hour delay every class felt like 5 minutes except bio, but even if that was 5 minutes it would feel like 2 hrs. nothng else really happened i watched the drive thru records dvd this morning and um...my glasses got fixed...um...wow today totally sucked

totally =:) totally totally totally

omg i have problems
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This is a fun game! [Jan. 14th, 2004|03:08 pm]
[EMOtion | pissed off]
[Turn Up the Radio To |uh the tv]

o look i jinxed myself! today was bad...well thank you everyone...well if anyone feels liek readin about my life here you go and if you dont go screw yourself **smiles**


1:
- Name: Jess J
- Birthdate: Aug, 29th
- Birthplace: um somewhere in Pennsylvania
- Current Location: havertown
- Eye Color: blue/grey
- Hair Color: um... i dun know
- Height: 5'7
- Righty or Lefty: Righty
- Zodiac Sign: Virgo

2:
- Your heritage: Scottish/Irish
- The shoes you wore today: vans
- Your weakness: thursday hair...god damn it too
- Your fears: people learning too much about me
- Goal you'd like to achieve: not have a 9-5 job, somd other "thing"

3:
- Your most overused phrase: "jawn"
- Your thoughts first waking up: im going back to sleep
- Your best physical feature: dunno
- Your bedtime: whenever i fall asleep

4:
- Pepsi or Coke: soda is bad for ya
- McDonalds or Burger King: umm mcdonalds casue i absoltluy hate bk, but there both gross
- Single or group dates: dosent madder
- Adidas or Nike: Adidas
- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither
- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
- Cappuccino or coffee: capp
5:
- Smoke: no
- Cuss: yesh...
- Sing: im the best ever, haha
- Take a shower everyday: yesh
- Have a crush: i dun wanna talk about it today
- You've been in love: i dun wanna talk about it today
- Excited to go to college or university: def
- Like high school: yes
- Want to get married: sure why not
- Believe in yourself: sometimes
- Get motion sickness: in the car sometimes and nitro
- Think you're attractive: i dunno , not really
- Think you're a health freak: uh i dun think so...
- Get along with your parents: occasionaly every month
- Like thunderstorms: are you supposed to?
- Play an instrument: yes

6: In the past month...
- Drank alcohol: yes
- Smoked: no-
- Gone to the mall: yes...dun wanna talk about that either
- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: they dont come in boxes....i think
- Eaten sushi: not lately
- Been on stage: um no
- Gone skating: no
- Made homemade cookies: no
- Gone skinny dipping: no
- Dyed your hair: no
- Stolen anything: i almost stole the place card for the jack off jill cd! hehe, i didnt have any money to buy it

7: Ever..
- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: no
- Been caught "doing something": and what would the something be...
- Been called a tease: No
- Gotten beaten up: no
- Changed who you were to fit in: umm... i dont know

8:
- Age you hope to be married: ?
- Numbers and Names of Children: jordan, joel, ?
- Describe your dream wedding:
- How do you want to die: woulndt it be fun to like run in front of liek someones tourbus/van and be like i got hit by(insert band here) haha just a thought
- Where you want to go to college/university: california, washington d.c.
- What do you want to be when you grow up: havent decided yet
- What country would you most like to visit: australia...is that a country?

9: In a guy/girl...
- Best eye color? dosent madder
- Best hair color? dosent madder, preferibly darker
- Short or long hair: um..medium? dosent really madder though- Height: fairly tall...because I'm a tall guy
- Weight: doesnt matter
- Best articles of clothing: hum...semi tight jeans not too thoguh, um tight zip up hoodies(...shh)

10:
- Number of drugs taken illegally: uh...
- Number of people: of what?
- Number of CDs: uh... i dun wanna think that hard
- Number of piercings: none
- Number of tattoos: none
- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: um not too
m any
- Number of scars on my body: uh...i dunno
- Number of things in my past that I regret: well about 3 today 2 yesterday 500 sunday...alot
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She Says Feels Fine Its Wonderful Wonderful Here [Jan. 13th, 2004|04:11 pm]
[EMOtion | ecstatic]
[Turn Up the Radio To |theSTART- shakedown!]

Hello, today was another exciteing day in my life...haha nah definetly wasnt but it wasnt bad. But I havent had a bad day ina long time and ever since friday my life has been ...different seems but very hard to explain i dont know i just have this weird feeling all the time. I think iv gotten stupider too! woo hoo! We didnt have the bio test today thank god, but katies class did! haha sucks for you kids! My little sister graduated high school today...haha- to all who understand. Um kids are we going to the matchbook romance concert?!? i need to know! casue its gonna be sold out eventually! all those little girles who want to see mest! alright but besides that i hate dodge ball, SC, oi! wait lets not talk about the bad things! my shirts came to today! blueberry captitol of the world huh! and i got a whole pack of dtr stickers with them...woo hoo! woo hoo! well im off to go put them on i want to see what they look like! hehe...i cant wait to wear them tommrow im so excited..there smalls and there like ...bigger than i thought.... well for me they are...o and i cut my hair...again, haha i just decided i would want bangs so i got them, alright im outy!
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(no subject) [Jan. 12th, 2004|08:18 pm]
[Turn Up the Radio To |Sc Ar Li Ng: Make You Believe]

well today was instresting...latin: got a wonderful grade...always do though and i also got a wonderful grade in math and biology...wow im just the smartest kid ever. I dont wanna say the scores..you might be jealous(AHHHH hahaha there so bad) well first of all i wrote a bicicyle has 4 wheels so katei laughed at me all day for that and the ********* thing...which we wont mention but somehow the whole school knows anyway. Like they go to tell someone and there like o i already knew that....jesus i just ******* up the ********* (haha i wonder what people will think this says? "up the") alright ill jsut say it i though i would be all funny and stuff and run up the DOWN escaltor pretending i wasnt gettin anywhere..kinda hard to explain so then im coming up and i swear my brain just left my head and i fell but not even that bad! it was really hard and im never doing it again. Iv wanted to do it for liek evr then finally do and kill myself...haha well i guess its not that bad i bet you all those people who know never did it! haha im jsut trying to make myself feel better...hopefully it will be gone by...march? yeh maybe a little longer... well senses fail is in some 40 something days and im excited and then about mbr and mest too the night before...it shall be insresting and also the show feb 7th...im going to my cousin house this weekend too which also shall be instresting...i didnt know we had off monday either...whatever...alright well i finally know how to work the dig camera and shall be puttin random pictures on soon...hahaha alright well dont have much more to say....o wait i do! i finally got the flyer and its a cooler one i hope my teacher dont ask me where it went tommrow she already hates me...haha and then i completly shattered a microscope slide today and jon just switched it with another tables...haha! bio is so boring and i dont even listen i would be better off with like a study hall...o and i saw ***** (hehe i can say it now!0 and he was wearing a pink shirt it was hot...yeh i have gym tommrow...ugh im really not looking forward to it unless were playing gaga that is the best game. hopefully this weekend will be good....o crapp i just rembered something..i hate dealing with crap that happens to me and i wish it hadnt...it bothers me alot and wont go away until its over...im just ms. paranoia that ya kno..i kno rite? haha margeeeeee o crap i got to make them there cds tonight!
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funness [Jan. 11th, 2004|10:28 am]
[Turn Up the Radio To |BrandNew-...my nine rides shotgun]

My Role Model


the joj song that is most like me is cherry scented

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
helloscarling1 goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Drive Thru Records Sign .
bloodagrain tricks you! You get a thumbtack.
boys_night_out gives you 5 blue licorice-flavoured gummy worms.
drivethrurecord tricks you! You get a broken toy car.
emomusic gives you 13 tan chocolate-flavoured pieces of bubblegum.
helloscarling tricks you! You lose 7 pieces of candy!
i1go3unnoticed tricks you! You get a broken toy car.
jackoffjill_fan gives you 1 blue passionfruit-flavoured miniature candy bars.
madradhair gives you 12 tan pineapple-flavoured miniature candy bars.
randytherobot tricks you! You lose 21 pieces of candy!
riotgrrrl_pa tricks you! You lose 1 pieces of candy!
helloscarling1 ends up with 2 pieces of candy, a thumbtack, a broken toy car, and a broken toy car.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.
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and so yet another day passes... [Jan. 11th, 2004|10:10 am]
[EMOtion | amused]
[Turn Up the Radio To |Beneath Vacant Skies]

i am the killer
What Thursday Song Are You?

brought to you by Quizilla

i was bored alright! I think this is all im gonna say for today..god i hate football...hopefully katei calls me to go to the mall and crap..o wait nm, hopefully my stuff comes in the mail tommrow or ill be pissed.
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Boo Ya [Jan. 10th, 2004|09:46 pm]
[EMOtion |feeling kinda strange n scared]

alright well i figured out how to edit previous journal entries and deleted some stuff from last nights...haha i have found out some extremly amazing info thanks to Alicia. Katie and Jenna were supposed to come over tonight but they coulndt so whatever dosent bother me that much...i might have never found out any of my information..o i really wanna go to school now! Im so excited for monday...is that weird...o yeh...stangely...haha i can say his name now! wow that just gave everything away...alright so coffee club febuary 7th ill be there and if i dont have a ride ill walk...i knida know where im going...ok maybe thats not such a good idea...well hope you all enjoyed your night, im in a weird state right now i cant explain it...
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The Starting Line and The Grand Finals [Jan. 9th, 2004|11:00 pm]
[Turn Up the Radio To |The Grand Finals: Bouquets of snapdragons]

Well tonight could be described in two words "fukin awesome" yes with one k...haha omg so lets see who did we see? best kept secret, prize fight, a modest promise, the grand finals, umm and 2 other bands but didnt catch the names dun worry im on a mission to steal a flyer. Guess who went? you guessed it! hot kid...jesus i really need to find out his name.Cassie and Katie kept makin fun of me casue they kept catching me like staring at him. But hes just so damn cute you all dont understand. He got like all into the music and then started ****this information has been deleted for disclosed reasons****,i luved all the bands and im definetly gettin that yellow grand finals shirt tommrow! i need it, come on its yellow!? ahh...sigh...i luv him...i really need to get over this obbsession like i almost did during the show casue its like all these other hot kids but their not the same...

im outy
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Make You Believe In God...Make You Believe in Ghosts...Make you Believe in Me [Jan. 9th, 2004|03:47 pm]
[EMOtion | enthralled]
[Turn Up the Radio To |Scarling: Make You Believe]

I luv scarling so muchess! haha...well im very excited today is the coffee house. A Modest Promise is gonna eb there! wee hoo! haha...im very excited. I gotta find some money though. Today at school was fun i guess...o right no it wasnt they swistched all the tables in lunch, i had 2 tests and well there was a few wonderful moments when i was walking next to the hot kid like 5 times today and hes going tonight woo hoo! and his hot friend jon! woo hoo! haha im such a stalker...i think im gonna make a scarling shirt to wear tonight haha. well goodbye and goodnight...i shall be back to say how the coffee house was...o and my sisters having a sleepover party tonight...ugh
what does enthralled mean? haha whatever is im feeling it...haha i hate that song!
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survey says...fun fun fun [Jan. 8th, 2004|06:44 pm]
im me at myfavacident451 or duckies451 if ya wanna talk or whatever and add me to your friends
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ahhhhhhhhh [Jan. 7th, 2004|08:14 pm]
[EMOtion |drive thru crazi]
[Turn Up the Radio To |theSTART- shakedown ...again]

hello i have live journal...yes...haha...someone had the screen name i wanted and ill find you -> it was the same s/n without the 1 haha...alright im off to find the hair community or w/e im supposed to look for and then a icon...ahoy
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